28.3 – Earth Hour

 

I’m in. Are you?

fmylife – 26.3.09

I’m sorry failblog, but you have been somewhat replaced. I have a new love, and it’s called www.fmylife.com. Various people with unfortunate lives send in their anecdotes - it’s genius, non?

Hmm… I’m currently drinking hot chocolate, but it weirdly tastes like brussel sprouts, that’s not right is it? It sort of smells like them as well. My mother cooked them this evening for tea, but I eat peas every night, it doesn’t mean the hot beverages I make smell of it. Whatever, next time I think I’ll make my own drinks.

Anyway, stress, I have it. My exams are immeadiately after Spring Break, I have a tonne of homework, I’ve lost my books, argh!!!!!!! Woah, I had to get that out, I have an incredible amount of tension, I need to destress.

Recently, I’ve developed a slight love of Desperate Housewives, not as deep a love as I have for Gossip Girl, but I just bought the box set (1st series, £15 from Asda, bargain right?!) and I’m currently watching it as I type.

As I’ve pointed out in the past, I’m a sad, sad individual at the best of times, but I think I may have hit a new low – me and my friend Nicky are throwing a revision party during Spring Break. We are geeks! But it’ll be fun, we’re going to have those colourful tortilla chips made from vegetables, it’s so exciting! We may even get pink lemonade. Thrilling, isn’t it?!

Anyway, I’m going to get food and caffine, something I’ve recently developed a love for.

Nightnight loves.

24.3 – It’s been months, literally

But I’m here, and loving the new wordpress, although of course it’ll take some time to get used to.

Well, expectedly, I’m still quite in love with Gossip Girl, I actually want to be like Blair sometimes, whilst she is a super-bitch, she’s also pretty spectacular. I mean, she has so much power, so much self-assurance, I can’t explain it.

So, what has happened in my world since I last showed my face? Well, I’ve shed off the French bitch and moved schools, and so far I like it. Actually, that’s a lie, I hate it, but the other people are great, despite this I dread going each day, I like for the weekends and the holidays, and I can’t wait to get my GCSEs over with so I can go to a good 6th form then University, where I will be free of all things parental and controlling. I’m so excited at the thought.

Anyway, Obama won, and I’m so happy about that, and nothing truly exciting has happened politically, so there’s little to blog about.

I’m currently ridiculously tired, but still online, my mother is permanently tired recently, she has some hospital tests recently, her results are due back in just over a month and I admit I’m fearing the worst, I don’t know how I’d cope if they confirmed she had cancer, or something remotely similar. I don’t even want to think about it to be perfectly truthful.

I think I may get a new layout for wordpress, this one seems so old for me, I want something pretty, something that oozes sophistication, something very Blair. She’s like my idol, it’s quite sad really, but I love the whole glamourous image that surrounds her. I could cope with the gossip I think, actually, I’m currently coping with gossip, there’s a rumour circulating around school that I’m a lesbian, I’m not to bothered by the rumour itself, I mean, I know I’m not a lesbian, as do my friends, but it means that a) people are bitching about me generally + b) the guy I like thinks I’m a lesbian and hasn’t looked at me since he “found out”. Whatever, people are such whores, but it’ll blow over soon, I’ll set up a rumour mill saying I like someone or something, I’m fairly good at that.

Wow, I just realised how much I miss this whole blogging lark, but I really have to go now.

Goodnight beautiful people.

<3

10.11 – Oui, je suis… erm… back.

Yes, I’m back. I went on like a mini unsceduled haitus without informing anyone, but hey, you don’t own me.

I am ill. I am seriously aching everywhere, my stomach, my shoulders, my arms and my back – evil right?! I haven’t been to school today and spent my time in bed and throwing up. My life is such a rave, I know. I can see your eyes glowing green with envy.

Anyhow, you’d think after being away for such a period of time I’d have something interesting to report, right? Well no, I haven’t. I mean there are things I could talk about, some I could go into detail about I guess, but mainly it’s just the usual mundane stuff. I will however make a list for those who care:

• My father is being his usual arsehole like self.
• I have decided to go shopping by myself and risk being labeled a loner.
• My tortoises, that I thought were both female, are actually male and female.
• I have become yet more obsessed with polyvore.
• I failed French practically.

That’s the totally wow-ish exciting stuff. I know right, my life is like totally the most exciting thing going right now.

But yes, my father kind of made me laugh because I’d arranged to go shopping this Saturday, and he was like “I can’t believe you’d rather spend time with your friends than me! You’re spending this Saturday with me ok? -continues ranting on for a while-.” Then I just agreed to blow off my friends to spend my day being bored by him and then today he came over and announced he had to go somewhere on Saturday.

My tortoises were humping. Gross, right? I mean the male was like harrasing the female. It was funny for a very short while, but then I just felt sorry for her so I moved them apart. Then he started again. It was quite annoying, I mean, if she doesn’t want to have sex with him then she doesn’t want have sex with him. Honestly.

I would fully go through the list, but I’m not going to bore you. I wish that this blog was more interesting though, I might get a freewebs so I can like code it and add fun pictures and layouts and stuff. I may consider that.

Ok darlings, goodnight.

Fleur.

28.10 – Mmm… nutella & pancakes.

My mouth is watering and yes I am hungry, oh the things girls will do for a better figure. Yes, I am one of the thousands of teenagers that religiously follow diet & exercise programmes in a bid to lose weight and be slim. Am I nuts? Probably. Am I hungry? Certainly. I haven’t eaten since 6pm (part of the plan), and I still need to exercise. I’ve been following this for a few weeks now, occasionally slipping up, and has it worked? Well, I have lost a few pounds, and I hope I look better, but I haven’t noticed a lot of improvement. Maybe it’s not a good thing, it’s started to stop working now, I lost just 0.3lbs today. Reading this you may be mistaken into thinking I have some sort of eating disorder, which I can assure you is laughable.

Twilight – the cult book fad that everyone is reading, how great is it really? Personally, I am yet to read it, but today, I hung out with some people who have completely immersed themselves in the whole Twilight brand. They read it repeatedly, discuss the movie that is soon to come out (November 21st I think), have Twilight themed parties and basically adore all things Twilight. I do plan on reading it, but I also plan on reading some honest reviews on the book (and film when it’s released), so does anyone know of any?

I am considering writing some of my own lists, similar to those complied by the BBC3. I think I’d like to do one of “Most over-rated musicians.” and “Most over-rated ‘fashionistas’ of the decade.” that would be fun, and I already have quite a few ideas. I think in the celebrity obsessed world that we currently live in there will always be the “posers”, the “wannabes” and the “self-obsessed” but maybe if we can slowly pick them out the music, fashion and film industry will get a bit better, of course, those posers, wannabes and self-obsessed will always have fans who refuse to see through them, who knows, even I could be one and be totally oblivious to it. God, I hope not.

Have you noticed that I do pretty much all of my posts in the late evening? I get a sort of “creative flow” about an hour before I go to bed, and I like to try and use that. I think this blog has been an excellent way of getting my views and really deep emotions out. I mean, the whole world could read this, but I don’t know who you are and you don’t know who I am, well, you don’t know my name, but if you have read my deeper posts then in someways you’ll know me more than even my closest friends.

It’s now 11pm, and I have school tomorrow, but I also hope to blog tomorrow, and I’d like to blog about forgiveness, which I think is an important thing – I think I may have been forgiven for something in my past, and it’s a good thing.

Over 500 words, something I haven’t done in a while.

Fleur.

27.9 – Dr Who, FreeRice & Drama of the acting variety.

As you may know, I am a girl obsessed. Obsessed with what? Well, this: http://monsterscifishow.files.wordpress.com/2007/12/tennant-dr-who.png?w=344&h=402 < That is Mr David Tennant, the Scottish hotty who plays the Doctor in the amazing sci-fi show “Dr Who”. I think before the new Dr Who came onto our screens (with Christopher Eccleston as The Dr) when I heard the words “sci-fi” I thought of geeky lads at Star Trek conventions, but now, things have changed. Anyway, I can not wait for the show to begin again, and Christmas specials are always great. This is random – eh? We were discussing him today and it made me think about him today.

www.freerice.com is amazing! Visit it. Now! It is a great site that does amazing work for the people living in impoverished conditions in developing countries, and they’ve just added new games, so now, it’s not just focusing on English vocab, but Geography, language learning, maths and more. I really do love this site. It’s addictive.

I go to the school drama, and unlike some schools, it’s really good, but I often worry that I am not. I love drama, but I have decided that I am going to get better, and totally not going to stress about it.

I am watching Most Annoying Couples on BBC3, and it is hilarious! I love it, all there lists make me laugh so much, and I always agree with them. I mean, could Richard & Judy irritate the country anymore? Probably not. Yes they are “Day-time TV royalty” but that means very little. I really do adore these programmes.

Ok, I’m off for another visit to ASDA, oh the excitement that is the supermarket. Actually, shopping is getting bloody depressing; the credit crunch has just killed the shopping experience.

Fleur.

PS: Bloody Alexa Chung, she is so perfect it’s annoying. I’ve always thought this, and I have to get it out. She’s really pretty, she’s great at her job, she knows fashion (and let’s face it, she can afford it) and she has this perfect relationship with Alex Turner, Arctic Monkey’s frontman – bloody hell, they even have the same name.

25.10 – failblog and general depressions.

I do indeed love failblog (www.failblog.org), it usually makes me laugh at how stupid people really are, but today I found myself, well, not laughing. And I don’t think it’s because the material isn’t as funny, because it is, I just can’t be bothered laughing – how bad is that. I just haven’t felt so great recently. Perhaps it’s that SAD thing because my sleeping patterns have been messed up and the weather has been so crap recently, I mean it’s midday yet it’s dark and there’s been a lot of rain. Maybe when it gets closer to Christmas I’ll feel better, you know, with all the Christmas cheer and such.

I have a new minor obsession – not as big as Gossip Girl of course, but I really like Lost. It has lots of action and really tense moments, and also, in a weird way, Charlie the “musician guy” is quite fit. Also, the fat guy makes me laugh, but you’d think after so long on an island with

I should probably go now, I am, I admit, still in my PJs and I should probably get a shower and wash my hair. So, despite my pathetically low word count I am going now.

Good day good people – please recommend films and TV shows that are rad to watch.

Fleur.

23.10 – If only…

…I had $75,000 to spend on clothes I’ll only ever wear once.

Sarah Palin has spent the equivalent of £46,480.59 on designer clothes for her public appearances. Oh the hundreds (thousands?) of children in the developing countries that could feed. It is quite disgusting really. She is the women that is supposed to be representing the average “hockey mum” American woman. Yes, I believe every mother has thousands of dollars worth of disposable income. The only think I can say is “Get real Sarah.” Maybe if she’d stuck to being turtle-neck red-neck it would be more “real”.

Anyway, enough of how much McCain is prepared to spend on his “bulldog with lipstick”, this blog is about me. I am tired, am just getting over a hangover and am feeling depressed. I also have to go, but I will continue later.

Fleur.

18.10 – PS;

If you live in the US this is me urging you to vote.

I am not going to try and influence you in this post, you can decide for yourself, but either way, I definately urge you to register.

Need help deciding? www.glassbooth.org not a good name, but a great, serious website which provides information. Fill in the quiz and discover which nominee represents you!

Fleur.

18.10 – Nerina and Make Overs.

http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=-x5cnSn1XMk In my opinion the most beautiful song written. The album version is better and more emotive, but that is gorgeous also. I can’t believe she is so unheard of, her album ‘Fires’ is amazing.

Make overs. Ah, I subject frequented on StarryDreams but w/e. I am definately going to give myself one at New Year. By 2009 I will be:

• Brunette.
• 8 stone (I’m 8 st 3lbs now so that’ll be a breeze on toast).
• Sophisticated.
• A “get together” kinda girl.

I will also:

• Have at least some money which I will not fritter away on makeup that doesn’t suit me and hair products that don’t work.
• Do yoga on a regular basis to aid my spirtitual growth.
• Promise myself that by March I will make 2 new mature friends.
• Only resign myself to promises and commitments that I can keep.

And you lucky people can enjoy my journey as I rant about how crap I am at keeping to these lists and how I am dying for some chocolate pancakes and how all potential friends are actually snotty bitches. Oh you are indeed lucky people.

I will try and make it lovely and interesting, full of lovely juicy gossip. Oh course this being an anonymous blog I will have to substitute names, but in someways that helps, I can be a heartless bitch and noone will know that it is me.

Meh, je suis tres tired. Ok, not very, but it was late night for me, and I was up at 9:30am, this is what school has done to me, but it is officially half term, and I intent to spend the week seeing friends and relaxing, sounds good – eh?

Any how, I think I’ll have a late lunch, as it’s 2:40-ish and I haven’t eaten yet.

Fleur.